mgmjournal

Being bad at everything weighs on me. I feel like a burden to everyone. I wish I had never done half of the things I did. I have no ambition or passion anymore. Everything is eating me from the inside out. If I had more money and had made better decisions in the past, I would be fine. If I had surrounded myself with good people in the past, I wouldn’t be in the positions I am in now. Relying on others or needing money from others is so upsetting. I feel like I weigh everyone around me down. Like I’m an anchor loose in the water while ships are trying to move forward. I am stagnant and sinking by myself, while also making others go slower. I am so tired of feeling so guilty constantly. I wish I could disappear.